22

is a very compatible number, isnt it?

i is turning 22 tomorrow. how time flies so fast!
i am now officially an adult, and allowed to engage with adult activities.
(its not what ur thinkin!) but obviously there are alot more waiting,
commitment, responsibilities and loads of STRESS. happy stress, comfort stress hopefully.
referring to my previous post, im finally happy now :D
know why?

i talked to hezri about all the reasons why i am unhappy
and i realized i was over think. i focus and hope for the negative result
instead of solving problems. i put on more pressure. not good, huh?
after a very verryyy long phone conversation, i was so happy
i talked it through. because i feel more alive and happier than ever
and now i can pull back my words to hezri, it is the worst birthday ever!
haha i know, i was such a drama queen.

well, about my birthday tomorrow. no restaurant reservation and all,
but a very comfort birthday celebration. at home :)
its gonna be all about families and we are doing comfort food.
just like the one i always dream of.
all the cousins will be here, and my aunt will be preparing loads of dishes.
and its gonna be special.
because, all of us will masak2 together. one of my cousin requested, to buy big apple
doughnuts instead of birthday cake. and i thought it was great,
and unique. its such a good idea :)
its gonna be delightful.
cant wait to meet them all tomorrow.
yeay!


xoxo

The pseudo

three days more. towards my birthday.

i feel this weird feeling in my stomach, like u want to cry for no reason. 

obviously not butterflies.

earlier today, dad brought me to car showrooms. said i can pick up any cars that 

i like for my birthday prezie. happy? no, not even close. 

i know dad was really upset because i cant pick up anything and im not happy.

its not about the car, or anything else. i appreciate it. 

its just.. i dunno,

i have everything in my hand. everything that i want,

but maybe i hve what i want but not what i need.

theres a huge diff between what u want n what u need.

im not very happy these past few days.

i used to claim i got a pocketful of sunshine but not anymore.

i feel like theres something missing. 

im turning 22 in a few days,

a lil older and hopefully wiser. 

i used to turn to someone when im sad or lonely. 

obviously he cant be there anymore.

i normally woke up at 430am or 5am lately.

dunno why. its a plan wake up. its a sudden wake up. 

and i cant go back to sleep until 8am or 9am. 

one should not be sad or alone on her birthday right?
put up a pesudo smile,

happy front

and go out.

u'll be fine

:)

the planner

halo people.

this entry is dedicated to the guys :)

when ur girlfriend plans to take u out doing things that we like,
such as ice skating, watching love movies, go to opera and do girly stuff,
we will keep on asking the same questions,
"are u bored?"
"do u find this interesting?"
"are u sleepy?"
"are u okay?"
so, please. do not freak out. esp when we suddenly said sorry.
apologize for bringing u out today.
even worse when u need to skip ur football session.
we feel guilty. we just want to plan something interesting for u.
just put us in ur shoes.
if one day. u invite ur girlfriend to the stadium.
to watch a football match. u also might think she will feel uncomfortable
with the bad smell, the smoker, the shouting and the crowd.
u will asks her the same questions.
even worse, when she need to accompany u and missed her korean series show.

but we are okay. it doesnt matter. as long as u are happy.
same goes to the girls. u try to do something memorable and meaningful
and think ur partner might feels boring and all.
dun worry.
plan something sincerely
insya Allah
hes gonna love it.
and stop asking nonsense questions.
u dun hv to ask.
its all written on their faces :)

x0x0

The days

Rise and shine people. :)

tried to login into fb a few times but failed.
i forgot my m*yb*nk2u id. and password. crap :(
wont be able to book any flight ticket or shoppin online T_T

this december will be full with weddings and engagement parties.
no matter how much i love the happy parties but i got alot to run too.
sigh*
ikhwani came to my house and spent a few nites there.
im so glad hving her around. we talked all nite long, catching up.
i was wearing henna with my cousins
ended up causing all the phones turned to red.
aishhhhh
now need to buy new housing for them :(


till then
xoxo

Frozenly happy :)

halo people.

the rainy month has finally arrived and im not so glad to see her.
its not my fav season or fav month,
dunno when i start to hate december so much.
eventho my birthday is in it.
but i love birthdays. :)

sounded peculiar? u can ignore me.
this week is a very busy one for me. will be flying to kl ths wednesday.
come and send me up k? hehe.
i need to run some errands, before off to kl. since my folks will be arriving
in msia this thursday.
hopefully i can get my new lappy asap.

till then


xoxo

The Super Girlfriend

ignore the title. i had no idea where it came from.


aloha people!

when ur relationship comes to an end, obviously u went to evry details
where did u go wrong, was it something u say,
or u do. or because u put on weights.
u wonder about the other girl, is she prettier than u,
or has flawless skin, or maybe her hair sparkles when it catch the light.

but sometimes, u need to stop all the nonsense thots and
think, "hey maybe its not me, maybe its you. "
maybe its not our fault, maybe its his.
he din see that qualities u hv in u.
maybe u din realize ur in relationship with a blind man.
and dun feel sorry for urself for that broken relationship.
feels sorry for him because he left u.
and if he thinks he got someone better than u,
tell him. "think again".
ur already with him for awhile.
and ur already adapt with his routine, his way of talking.
his way of life and friends.
and hes going to start over with someone new.
believe me. its tough. he need to train his new gf.
and i wonder about the new girl, can she accept ur way of life just like i did?
din think so. if shes a fool like u, then she can ;)

what u can do is,
if ur in a relationship. treat the boyfie well,
understand him, pamper him.
try to be there for him everytime he need u.
respect him. surprise him.
take him out for dinner. dun wait for him to do so.
guys are lembab about this :p
yes, true.
be the super girlfriend.
because if he asks for a break up. then u can happily
let him go.
and u know u did the best u could.
if he cant see that,
he must be a fool.
big fat one.

xoxo

nanite :)

2.29am

halo people. im home now for a very long holiday.
sorry for the long hiatus.
my lappy went to drain. and i think i need a new one.
im at aunt's house now and going to spend a few nights here.
my internet activities are decreasing. yela, i hv no lappy sure laa cant access
the internet. but i did update on twitter once in a while.

i feel uneasy. like there are something in my stomach.
obviously its not butterflies. but something u feel when ur
receiving a bad news.
i dunno why i feel very very uneasy and awry.
because of his social friends?
or his way of life?
u knw what, i always judge a person based on their peers. i know a lot might disagree with me.
but thats my own opinion.
u cant choose ur family but u can choose ur friends.
and u chose friends like 'that', means that ur part of the their world.
then u joined their activities and all.
next ur announcing ur not like them. ur better than them.
but i think. u are.
to the bone.

nanite

Bubba Gump @ Sunway Pyramid

Morning people!

im still sad because the parents off to mecca last nite.

so i need to do something to distract my attention,

keep self busy and do something.

that is why there r loads of entries since last nite and today.

last weekend, i dined at bubba gump with the cousin,

we r not that starving and considered this is one of the food testing session,

we choose a meal set, comes with one bottomless soft drink,

one cup of coffee/tea,

salad and garlic bread

a main and dessert.

for only rm55++ per pax

the caesar salad (comes with the set)

garlic bread

there are four choices of main meal we can choose,

and we want this

"Bubba's after storm, bucket of boat trash"

such a long name right?

deep fried shrimp, lobster tail and baramundi, served with chips.

with a hint of lemon.

and it was soo good!

the dipping sauce and coleslaw

the salmon (cooked with herbs) and veggie skillet

comes with jasmine rice.

such a healthy meal and guess what,

it taste real good too :)

i change the salmon with chicken because

im not a salmon fan.

rm28.90

and the dessert ( comes with the set menu)

cookies and ice cream.

yummy~

xoxoxo~

Italiannies @ Sunway Pyramid

Pasta, anyone?

well, italiannies is one of the best when it comes to pasta.

we heard about their promotion menu.

1o choices

and u can pick up 4.

sounds interesting right?

and for only rm29.90.

why not.

the drinks.

i totally forgt their fancy names

out of 10, these are what we chose

chicken lasagna

tasted good. i luv it

Shrimp linguine.

and this is the most yummy one.

Carbonara fettucine with beef bacon.

this one yummy!

Angel hair pomodoro.

taste okay but quite bland.

yumm~

xoxo~

Chilis @ Bangsar

cant get enough of chilis?
dun worry.

here's more.

this was taken early this year,

during my visit with hezri.

we were so starving and went crazy by ordering

lots of meal.

the appetizer,

the triple play,

eggrolls.

this one hv my vote!

buffalo wings

Grilled salmon with garlic and herbs

served with rice and veggie

NY Strip Steak

i changed the loaded potato with the mashed potato again.

yes. i luv their mashed pOtato :)

there were loads loads loadssss of meal!

and obviously we cant finished it all!

Chilis @ Gurney

halo people.

chilis is my fav restaurant to dine.

last weekend was my friend's birthday,

so we treat ourselves with some good food.

i noticed there r a lot of new meals on the menu.

fajitas trio

rm38.95

beef, chicken and shrimp

with grilled onion and bell peppers

served with sour cream, vege, cheese

plus warm tortillas

Chicken portobello

rm 32.95

( i changed the loaded potato to mashed potato )

southwestern grilled lamb

rm29.95

Fire grilled chicken fajita quesadillas

RM 24.95

The Ex thing.

halo peeps.

its been a disaster weekend for me but not for my cousin

of course, it was his wedding day.

one night, i got a msg frm my ex,

saying that

"if my gf contacts u, tell her ur not over me yet,

and ur the one who keep on smsing me"

wtf? i was blur but then, i got a sms from his gf.

she was upset because i 'cant' let go of his bf.

i understand her feeling but i was mad towards my ex.

obviously hes using me for another excuses.

i dun want to hurt the gf feeling so i just kept quiet,

because the truth is so ugly and hurtful. she better knw it

from her 'not so innocent' bf.

it not me who sms-ing ur bf. ur bf did, for almost..

ermm two years already. ur bf the one who cant get over

me, and hes the one who starts all the communication.

and hes the stalker. not me, babe. the problem is because

we r good friends. the ex and i.

maybe before i wud took the bullet for him.

i'll be the reason when he got problems with

any of his previous girlfriendssss. but not anymore.

im tired. i said to the gf to ask his bf the real story

and i said to the bf to tell his gf the real truth.

stop using my name. guess what he said to me.

he said,

"im sorry, it'll be easier if i tell her it was u

because she will be mad if its me."

omg.i cant believe this guy.

yes, true. it'll easier for u. but for me?

do u think its fair for me?

u said to me before u care about me, still sayang and all,

is this the way how u show ur sayang?

and im glad i din fell into anything u said

because u wud never change.

and im glad i din give the 3rd chance, because u blew off the first and the 2nd.

and u said, u wud wait for me until i change my mind.

well, ur welcome to wait.

i cant tell anyone about the problems, it sound immature and all.

but i cant keep it anymore. and i know everyone is sick n bored about

my ex thing because the same story happens over and over again.

i dunno when it will be over.

u'll stuck with the hero label and im the one playing

the bad role.

this will be the last time, i shut my mouth.

next time, when u get problem with ur new girlfriend,

better find someone else to take the blame.

bye

no xoxo for today :)

Bubble Gump @ The Curve

we visited bubba gump during their early opening days.

the actual plan was to dine at Bondi Beach but the place looks quite empty with one door close.

looked no good so we changed our mind and

saw Bubba Gump.

so here we are :)

the soft drinks.

hezri with his clam chowder.

he luv it alot but i dont.

Bourbon street baramundi

NY Strip Steak

i din really like the food there.

maybe we chose the wrong menu.

steak in a 'shrimp highlights place'?

bad choice.

but i heard loads of good review about it.

maybe i shud give them a second chance

and revisit it :)

Tony Roma's @ Cineleisure

Heading for a quick lunch?

we heard tony roma's offers

lunch menu promotions,

i quickly grab the chance and

try it :)

every set comes with a free soft drinks and soup.

today's we are lucky enough

because we can choose between potato soup and minestrone soup.

so we take both.

complimentary French loaf with garlic spread.

Soup of the day - Minestrone Soup

it was sooo GOOD

Potato Soup

taste yummy too~

My sinful and high cholesterol meal..

bountiful rib rack

RM49.90

comes with chips and coleslaw

u can choose the sauce from 4 different choices

sorry, i forgot their names :(

but i prefer red hot and smokey the most

Hezri's BBQ chicken

RM16.90

Italiannies @ The Curve

it was a disaster day but i wont deny

myself a good food :)

complimentary bread and olive oil plus vinegar.

Appetizer,

Stuffed mushroom.

RM19.90

it was so good. the inside of the button mushroom.

yum yummm,

i love the taste of the herbs inside it and u cant go wrong with the spinach cream.

since i already had my appetizer,

i just ordered individual set of chicken Milanese

RM19.90.

the other set wud be RM32.90

in a bigger portion

grilled chicken in spinach cream with chunks of onions and tomatoes.

the right amount of cream to make me lick my spoon off.

eventhough hezri thought, that the chicken breasts were quite dry

but i still gave them thumbs up!

here's his meal

for the meat-eater

Lamb Shank

RM39.90

the meat was so soft and easily ripped off from the bone!

Italiannies had my vote for the most yummylicious

italian food.